I am not even on any hormones and I am very emotional and all over the place. Our appointment for surgery was today 10 AM CST. we got there early but our gestational surro was already in pre-op. I felt so lost and crappy not knowing what was going on.
That is our embryo. What is happening. Is it healthy. Any issues.
But then
We saw her come out with her husband. And I lit up. She is okay. All must be okay. Our G. Surro had two pictures for me. A blastocyst pic of our embryo and a pic with it in the uterus.
It's all so real now. We are going to have a baby!!! I will be positive. This negative attitude of mine has got to go. Must start seeing the light in the darkness.
So stressful and I am sure I am snappy. But luckily, I have the best husband in the world.
Now ... The two week wait begins to see if we are blood test pregnant.
I got our surro a care package, a scrapbook starter for her side and my mother in law made shirts. Which is still to be delivered.
Prayers too! This will be out first and prob only child.
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